<![CDATA[I really don't want to do this again.]]>I really don't want to do this again. I'm having major anxiety over it, and so is my wife. But I'm going to have to start beg-posting again while I continue to look for a job. This is your advance warning to mute/unfollow, if regularly seeing that bothers you. I won't apologize for needing help and saying so, but I won't hold it against people, either.

]]>https://bbs.spacc.eu.org/new/topic/d5c8e4c1-3176-427e-b634-6bb5220b629b/i-really-don-t-want-to-do-this-again.RSS for NodeMon, 09 Nov 2026 13:46:25 GMTMon, 01 Dec 2025 20:45:22 GMT60<![CDATA[Reply to I really don't want to do this again. on Mon, 01 Dec 2025 20:50:51 GMT]]>If you know of job or gig opportunities, particularly in Python, natural language processing, or (non-LLM) machine learning/AI, please send them my way!

What I'm good at: advanced algorithms, algorithm design, creative technical problem solving, math, R&D, novel or highly cognitively challenging domains, cross-domain projects, detail work, big picture, technical leadership

What I'm not so good at: non-technical leadership, time management, time pressure, administrative tasks, rote processes, detail work sans any creative element or deep thinking

I'm neurodivergent and won't fit well in many roles tailored towards "ordinary", but I will absolutely *thrive and excel* in many roles that most people would find daunting. Cognitively, I'm a heavy lifter: I love exercising my brain to the limit, and get I bored if I can't.






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